Fall In Love with Reading….Again

Hi, A. E. Costello here. Welcome to my blog! I know that it seemed like I had completely abandoned it without warning, and well, I’ve returned. I’ve been ill, and had surgery two months ago. Now fully recovered, I’m back to my blog and ready to continue on it.

So with no further ado, the post today is about falling in love with reading…again.

As a kid, I used to read like if I didn’t read I’d stop breathing.

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Then once I got really into writing, and decided I wanted to be a writer when I grew up when I was around 10 years old, my reading and my writing went hand in hand. What I read influenced my writing, I wrote what I was reading, and by reading I learned how to write.

Yet nearly ten years ago, I stopped reading. Not entirely, but a lot. I was more reading fanfiction than novels, and I really avoided new books that were coming out. I also rarely read the books I already knew I loved. When I realized I had stopped reading, it struck me sort of dumb.

Why would I stop reading, when I’ve always loved to read so much?

But then, in a conversation with my sister that I don’t remember having, she tells me that I once told her that I purposefully decided to stop reading, so that what I read wouldn’t influence my writing.

Man oh man did that come back to bite me in the butt.

It wasn’t like my intentions were bad. I read so much and as I began to write, my stories started to repeat plotlines and characters of other books I had read. My sister pointed out what each story I wrote came from, and so, horrified, and wanting to write “original” stories, I decided I’d stop reading so I wouldn’t be influenced.

Bad idea.

After stopping reading, my ability at writing began to wane. And then in fact, I stopped writing as much as well, and when I did try to write, I struggled. It was really painful for me to have so much trouble writing, when I used to write as easily as breathing.

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I remember having to teach myself how to foster creativity and how to write again back in college, as when I was taking creative writing classes I found it difficult to even write a short story.

Going through that honestly made me realize the true connection between reading and writing. Once I stopped reading, it really made writing on my original works more difficult.

To write a lot, you have to read a lot, its that simple.

I know I stopped reading in an effort to preserve my originality, but that’s not how it works. I’ll make a post on how to be original another time.

Since I graduated university in 2019, and am fully committed to making writing my full time passion and profession, my goal is to fall in love with reading again.

I want to do an “A. E. Reads” post a month, so one book a month. And right now, I’m not even in love with reading. I’ve really lost my voracious hunger to read. I used to read four books a day!

No doubt I won’t be reading four books a day any more, but right now, I try to read at least a chapter a day of my current book.

I’ll be reviewing that book in an A. E. Reads post once I’ve finished reading it. As for my upcoming A. E. Reads post will be reviewing my favorite stories from the anthology A Phoenix Must First Burn, edited by Patrice Caldwell.

As for other housekeeping issues, I’ll also do a post later this month about where I am with my Zippy Mae series that I announced last year. It is still my next project, and my most passionate project. I’ll talk about it during that post.

As for falling in love with reading, there is a writing post here where the writer suggests to read the books you like first, or re-read books you love.

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For me, I’ve found that I’ve been disliking re-reading the books I used to love growing up, which was mainly romances. So I’m reading books written by black authors with black main characters for a black audience, which is what I want to do with my written works.

So I’ll see you guys in my next post, and with my A. E. Reads, I’ll foster that love of reading. I’ll also be writing Zippy Mae, and I’ll update you about that soon.

And as always, while I write my cat Aomine keeps me company by my side.

Even Aomy is waiting for me to begin

7 Comments Add yours

  1. Tira says:

    Welcome back. Glad you are getting back into reading. I feel the same about branching away from my first genre (romance). Another “same”, is my efforts to read more black authors. A really good fantasy I read a while back is Skoll’s Diary by Sean C. Wright. Once the quarantine hit I fell into a rut of reading way to much fanfiction and re-reading my favorite series. I am the opposite, as I need to put my reading down and get back into my writing.

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    1. Yeah seems like we’re pretty similar. I don’t know, but it seems like all the romance that I used to love as a kid seems terrible now. Like some of these main male leads seem more like the main girls should run from them. And yes to the too much fanfic. Its like its okay in little doses but at some point fanfic can really screw with how you read and what you write. Good luck with getting back on the writing wagon!


  2. Marlapaige says:

    Welcome back! I’m glad you’re on the mend now!
    “the true connection between reading and writing” that’s why they teach reading, writing and arithmetic. Love reading so you can write. Write with abandon. Know your arithmetic so you can figure out the probability you read it somewhere before.
    Keep reading, and definitely keep writing.


    1. Glad to be back. Yes. Keep reading and keep writing. Thanks. I won’t give up.

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      1. Marlapaige says:

        “Never give up, never surrender!” (Galaxy Quest)


      2. I just rewatched that with my mom! Much love for Alan Rickman. Watching that made me miss him

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      3. Marlapaige says:

        I adore him. Always have. But I’ve always loved the older Rickman, it wasn’t until much later that I realized the younger Alan Rickman (who I also loved) was the same guy 😂 he was the Sheriff of Nottingham in Prince of Thieves and honestly never knew it until one day my mom was watching and I was in the other room. I came in and heard his voice and just knew. Before that my brain never put them together 😂
        Also was great as the depressed robot, the Metatron, Snape. Every time I watch a movie I miss him. And no one could pull off the effortless evilness with a cape like he did as Snape. He was so grandly Shakespearean and so simply an every day man actor all at once.


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